The mind is a beautiful thing. Really. If you truly think about it in a biological sense it's true. A solid mass made of grey and wihte matter that not only controlls the major organ systems of your body, but lets one think, act, feel, and other emotions/senses that are endless. It's no wonder why the brain is the top mystery among medical experts. I'm not here writing about brain capacities or some other medical mumbo jumbo. Quite frankly I hate the brain, neuro is not my favorite sysytem, and I'm not going to write phrases upon phrases of the NS (nervous system) becasue I think I need a break from medicine, at least for a little bit. Back to the original statment: The mind is a beautiful thing. Mentally we can dream of an ideal world...I don't know about you, but I can daydream....ALOT. In my daydreams, I dream about reality, not some cock and BS story, but ligit reality. It's about nursing, it's about what I might be doing with my friends later on in the week, heck it might be about a person I just met. However, whatever "reality" I create in my mind, it always falls short of what actually happens. Maybe it's becasue my expectations are too high or maybe its just that fact that my daydreams really are cock and BS, whatever the reason, compared to what is actually out in the world, the world in Mary's head seems quite nice. I think it has to do alot with my expectations; always setting the standard above what I think it should be, and when that expectation isn't reached it feels like a set back. I've come to learn though that even though with the ideal world I paint in my head, it IS okay with what reality throws at me. Sure it may not be so pretty at times, and frustration can come into play, but it WILL be okay...trust is such a key factor in all of this...
On a shorter note, I took my LAST FINALS EVER IN NURSING and it feels soooooooooo good!!! I can not be more thankful for my study group and other things that got me through such a tough and challenging semester! And I'm home for Chirstmas, which is a beautiful thing.
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